For all those people hating on Damon: WHO WERE YOU CALLING SELFISH, AGAIN? Ha.

If you don’t get what I am blabbering on about, just watch the finale of season 3 of The Vampire Diaries. Haha. I guess that was a big slap on your face, ain’t it? Now you know how SELFLESS he is. All those time, he could have been happy. But.. gaaaah. PLEASE JUST WATCH THE FINALE.  

Delana + Klaroline + Ed Sheeran = Loads of awesomeness.

Nothing can beat that combination. The latest episode of TVD is just so amazing.

The Original family’s ball was grand. And I really enjoyed the dancing part. Damon and Elena looked so good together and the new Klaroline team up is just so irresistible. And it was made more romantic by Ed Sheeran’s song, Give Me Love. I feel like bursting with happiness, given the fact that y favorite show featured my favorite music artist.

And back to the Klaroline moment, Klaus is just so gentlemanly and caring. His mere voice would make girls swoon. I like Tyler but then I can’t help but feel all giddy when Klaus gave Caroline that sketch. I mean, he does all these old-fashioned gestures but it’s really sweet. I think he will finally learn to really care about someone this time. I just feel bad because this might all be over soon, with what Esther, the Original Witch, is planning.

Nothing can ever give me as much mixed feelings as this show. One moment, I am mad at this character and then the next second, I am completely in love and cares so much.  

Post Delena feelings.

I just watched the latest episode of The Vampire Diaries. As usual, my heart ached for Damon when he told Elena the reasons why Stefan ruined the plan. I don’t know why but I really get so attached with Damon’s character. It’s not really that he’s very much gorgeous. It’s more about the fact that he is in love with a girl that he will never get. Yes, he fights for her affection but I think that, at the back of his mind, he knows that he wouldn’t have the chance against his brother. He already understand that Elena is in love with his brother. That no matter how close he got with her, it will never be enough for Elena to see him, to love him that way. 

I guess maybe I felt the same way too. I was in love. I can’t get the person to love me back because he is in love with someone else. But like Damon, I find it difficult to ignore those feeling I’ve had. I understand the suffering and the pain. I get how hard it is to hold back all the emotions even if it’s not right. It hurts to just walk away because you know that it will never be, that it was never for you.

You see, loving someone is not easy. When you love, you don’t just sleep for a night and forget everything you felt. You can’t just wish those emotions away. You will forever have that special place in your heart for the person you never had. You will always carry them in your heart like a bomb, ready to explode once you light it up with just a little memory. 

So, I finished the second chapter of my Delena fanfic.

Here it is.  Chapter 2

I hope you like it. And if you haven’t read the first part yet, here it is:

Beautiful Monster

I Should Go
Levi Kreis

I Should Go - Levi Kreis

I should go 
Before my will gets any weaker 
And my eyes begin to linger 
Longer than they should 
I should go..

Who says I’ll love or hate Elena after the Season Finale?! Screw love or hate! I AM FUCKING JEALOUS!!

I know it’s wrong, but I felt really relieved that Klaus is taking Stefan away. It’s very bad to feel that since he sacrificed everything for Damon, but I just really want DELENA to last and be unbothered by him. SORRY!

Damon Salvatore (The Vampire Diaries 02x21)

Damon Salvatore (The Vampire Diaries 02x21)

Skinny Love
Birdy

Skinny Love - Bon Iver (Birdy cover)

Who will love you?
Who will fight?
Who will fall far behind?

"Come back as a vampire and I’ll stake you myself.. because I can’t stand the idea of you hating me forever."
Damon Salvatore (The Vampire Diaries Season 2 Episode 21)

Is it possible to die of too much crying?!

God. That episode of TVD’s too much for me. It’s too dark and heavy. All I did was cry watch the time I was watching. I look dumb but yeah, it’s really depressing. A lot have happened and I thought my heart’s going to burst.

JENNA JOHN DAMON ELENA JEREMY ALARIC. 

Everyone was devastated. And I just don’t know what to expect for the season finale. No TV series have made me this concerned and emotional. GOD.

"Let me be clear about something. If it comes down to you and the witch again, I will gladly let Bonnie die. I will always choose you."
Damon Salvatore (The Vampire Diaries s02e18)
"..do I kill you? Do I not kill you? But I have to.. because I’m not human, and I miss it. I miss it more than anything in the world. That is my secret. But there’s only so much hurt a man can take."
Damon Salvatore (The Vampire Diaries S02E12: The Descent)
The Vampire Diaries Season 2 Episode 8-Rose
DAMN. I cried my heart out because of this.
Damon. WHY??

The Vampire Diaries Season 2 Episode 8-Rose

DAMN. I cried my heart out because of this.

Damon. WHY??