That 007 joke directed to George O’Malley at the very first episode of Grey’s Anatomy.

It’s not funny at all. Oh my. The feels. You blithering idiots. He will die. And you guys will only recognize him because of that code name. Oh George. 

Sorry, I’m being very emotional aren’t I? Shit, I knew it was a bad thing to re-watch this show right from the very beginning. Damn.

Re-watching the first season of Grey’s Anatomy.

They all look so young then! Was it really that long ago? Oh and I haven’t seen George O’Malley and Isobel Stevens for too long now that I forget how awesome and funny they are. Oh and Chief Weber looks to weird with his graying hair and mustache. Haha. And Meredith looks so fresh and beautiful. I almost forgot that Preston Burke existed. 

Not a day ago, didn’t I just say that I love Lexie? That she is one of my favorites? Why kill her off? Goddammit.

This episode was just so painful, literally and figuratively. I can help but cringe during those bloody scenes where they had to operate on themselves with whatever objects they have. The Mark-Lexie scene was also so heart-wrenching that I can fight back my tears. Damn, the next episode should be a lot less tragic. Please, I don’t want any more of my favorite characters to die. It’s like O’Malley all over again.