For all those people hating on Damon: WHO WERE YOU CALLING SELFISH, AGAIN? Ha.

If you don’t get what I am blabbering on about, just watch the finale of season 3 of The Vampire Diaries. Haha. I guess that was a big slap on your face, ain’t it? Now you know how SELFLESS he is. All those time, he could have been happy. But.. gaaaah. PLEASE JUST WATCH THE FINALE.  

Another month-long TVD hiatus.

Seriously? What the hell? If you guys keep doing this, I won’t be surprised if you get lesser viewers every time. Damn.

Delana + Klaroline + Ed Sheeran = Loads of awesomeness.

Nothing can beat that combination. The latest episode of TVD is just so amazing.

The Original family’s ball was grand. And I really enjoyed the dancing part. Damon and Elena looked so good together and the new Klaroline team up is just so irresistible. And it was made more romantic by Ed Sheeran’s song, Give Me Love. I feel like bursting with happiness, given the fact that y favorite show featured my favorite music artist.

And back to the Klaroline moment, Klaus is just so gentlemanly and caring. His mere voice would make girls swoon. I like Tyler but then I can’t help but feel all giddy when Klaus gave Caroline that sketch. I mean, he does all these old-fashioned gestures but it’s really sweet. I think he will finally learn to really care about someone this time. I just feel bad because this might all be over soon, with what Esther, the Original Witch, is planning.

Nothing can ever give me as much mixed feelings as this show. One moment, I am mad at this character and then the next second, I am completely in love and cares so much.  

Post Delena feelings.

I just watched the latest episode of The Vampire Diaries. As usual, my heart ached for Damon when he told Elena the reasons why Stefan ruined the plan. I don’t know why but I really get so attached with Damon’s character. It’s not really that he’s very much gorgeous. It’s more about the fact that he is in love with a girl that he will never get. Yes, he fights for her affection but I think that, at the back of his mind, he knows that he wouldn’t have the chance against his brother. He already understand that Elena is in love with his brother. That no matter how close he got with her, it will never be enough for Elena to see him, to love him that way. 

I guess maybe I felt the same way too. I was in love. I can’t get the person to love me back because he is in love with someone else. But like Damon, I find it difficult to ignore those feeling I’ve had. I understand the suffering and the pain. I get how hard it is to hold back all the emotions even if it’s not right. It hurts to just walk away because you know that it will never be, that it was never for you.

You see, loving someone is not easy. When you love, you don’t just sleep for a night and forget everything you felt. You can’t just wish those emotions away. You will forever have that special place in your heart for the person you never had. You will always carry them in your heart like a bomb, ready to explode once you light it up with just a little memory. 

It’s gonna be a good long night.

Things I would be doing tonight:

• Read It’s Kind Of A Funny Story by Ned Vizzini (I have watched the movie not knowing that there’s a book, so yeah.)
• Listen to Christina Perri’s Lovestrong and Owl City’s All Things Bright And Beautiful albums.
• Watch Water For Elephants (I enjoyed the book, I just hope that movie do it some justice.)
• Rewatch The Vampire Diaries Season 2 (Just for something to do while waiting for my torrent downloads to finish, hence more movies)

And that’s about it. And I think I’d be up until 5am as usual, no surprises there. Just love staying up so late. I love how I’m the only one awake and the silence in the house. I know it’s not good for the health, but my body clock is already fucked up so much that I can’t sleep early.