Post Delena feelings.
I just watched the latest episode of The Vampire Diaries. As usual, my heart ached for Damon when he told Elena the reasons why Stefan ruined the plan. I don’t know why but I really get so attached with Damon’s character. It’s not really that he’s very much gorgeous. It’s more about the fact that he is in love with a girl that he will never get. Yes, he fights for her affection but I think that, at the back of his mind, he knows that he wouldn’t have the chance against his brother. He already understand that Elena is in love with his brother. That no matter how close he got with her, it will never be enough for Elena to see him, to love him that way.
I guess maybe I felt the same way too. I was in love. I can’t get the person to love me back because he is in love with someone else. But like Damon, I find it difficult to ignore those feeling I’ve had. I understand the suffering and the pain. I get how hard it is to hold back all the emotions even if it’s not right. It hurts to just walk away because you know that it will never be, that it was never for you.
You see, loving someone is not easy. When you love, you don’t just sleep for a night and forget everything you felt. You can’t just wish those emotions away. You will forever have that special place in your heart for the person you never had. You will always carry them in your heart like a bomb, ready to explode once you light it up with just a little memory.