I just can’t help my tears.
I have watched Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2 for the 3rd time today. I know it’s stupid because I already know what will happen and what to expect, yet I cried my eyes out during the part when Fred and Snape died and when Harry watched Snape’s memory unravel. My friends are already teasing me, saying that I’m such a cry baby and that by now, I should not be affected anymore but I don’t care. It’s really emotional for me. Even when I read the book over and over, I still manage to squeeze out a tear or two at those parts. Snape’s death was very tragic. He did not deserve to die after all that he had done. Imagine giving all your life to the child of the woman you love and the man you very much hated. That would have felt very confusing and difficult trying to protect someone who very much looked like your greatest rival but someone very special to the woman you love. As for Fred’s death, it took me quite a while before I can accept it. I really loved the Weasley twins and I can’t imagine just one of them. They are supposed to be together no matter what but in the end, one must go. I just let my tears fell as I watch those scenes. I keep re-watching the movies for I can’t still fully grasp that it will be the last. I know I should accept the fact that a story must end somehow, but it’s difficult when you’ve become attached and very much used to something as great as the Harry Potter series. It was ten fruitful years of magic, love, imagination, friendship and life. It’s such a big part of my life that it’s not so easy to let go of. I don’t know if this would be the last time I will watch the last movie, but I know in my heart that no matter how many more times I will re-watch it, I will still manage to pour some tears over and over.