Lying - Holiday Parade
And I am trying
To be the one you’ll never have to miss
And I would be lying
If I told you that I want it more than this..
I just have to get past the coming hell week. I swear on my books, that after the prelims, the first thing I will do is pick one up, go to my room and read until I’m finished with it. I really am reading-deprived. I have Saturday classes, which usually is my reading day, plus we have quizzes almost every day. This sucks. I can’t last long with this kind of schedule, not having time for pleasure reading.
God, you really have to slam it my face that you prefer my sister more than me, huh? You’re supposed to go shopping with me. ME. You promised. And yet, every store that we’ve been to, all babble about is how my sister would like that dress, would love those shoes, would enjoy the store, and all that shit. God, I thought this was our time that’s why my sister didn’t come with us. But still, in the end, half of everything we bought was for my sister. Wow, that was so nice, especially when I’ve never been bought anything when you are out with my sister. I practically need to beg you to bye me the things I want but when it comes to my sister, it’s all so very easy. Ha. Really, thank you so much for being a fair parent.
