There’s barely a week left before the holiday I dread the most.

Soon, there’d be lovey-dovey couples proclaiming and showing off their affection in public places.

Also, almost all of my friends have boyfriends and girlfriends and they’d probably go out. So as always, I’ll be left out hiding in my place to avoid all the fuss.

And I don’t know what’s worse: being stuck alone inside my dorm or having to endure being a third wheel when my friends invite me to go with them.

Ugh. I hate this holiday so much. It’s so freaking insensitive to those of us who are single.

During normal days, I don’t find being single as a problem. But times like this can make any strong and independent single person a miserable mess like no other.

But then again, maybe I’m the only one like this.

Why am I so unlikable?

Birthday Schmirthday.

I’m not really excited about my upcoming birthday next Thursday, July 26th. I would be turning nineteen and I am not very much into it. First of all, the usual gloomy and stormy weather is again at large. That brings my mood spiraling down to the very rock-bottom. Second is that it falls on a weekday, so no hopes in going out or whatever. Plus that’s the day when we have a 6-hour straight class, which is boring to the very core. And lastly, I don’t think I’ll be receiving the very thing I want for my special day: a VIP ticket for the Big Bang concert on October. Why? Well, because just a while ago, it was announced that the tickets for VIP 1 and 2 were already sold out. It’s sucks so much. Anyways, a can still think of a few things that might cheer me up on Thursday and that is if I receive any one of these:

• CASH (cold and hard, for buying that concert ticket)
• VIP tickets (still hoping for this very badly)
• Kindle Fire (I really like this one because I can bring and read loads of books everywhere without the hassle)
• The Secrets of the Immortal Nicholas Flamel series by Michael Scott (I’ve been told by a lot of my book-lover friends that it’s good!)
• Harry Potter Film Wizardy or Harry Potter Page to Screen: The Complete Film-making Journey (HELLO! Who wouldn’t want this?)
• Or any book from my goodreads that aren’t in the books-i-own category.
• External hard drive (I really need this one, too! My laptop’s about to explode with huge amounts of files)

I know that these are all too much but then these are what I so desperately want and need. The chance of me getting any of these is close to null, but I still have that little piece of hope left. So yeah, wish me luck!

For all those people hating on Damon: WHO WERE YOU CALLING SELFISH, AGAIN? Ha.

If you don’t get what I am blabbering on about, just watch the finale of season 3 of The Vampire Diaries. Haha. I guess that was a big slap on your face, ain’t it? Now you know how SELFLESS he is. All those time, he could have been happy. But.. gaaaah. PLEASE JUST WATCH THE FINALE.  

Awakening.

In the midst of a peaceful night

Underneath the glorious light

Of bright glimmering stars

Scattered in the vast purple sky

You turned you face to mine

And from your lips escaped a three-word phrase

A soft whisper that made its way

To unknown depths of my soul

Slowly our heads lean in, closer and closer

Our lips almost collided

But with a jolt, my eyes unfold

To a blazing morning light..

What she mostly wanted, he learned, was the same thing many people want—someone to notice she was there.

In commemoration of the 100th year since the tragic sinking of the ship of dreams, Titanic, I have watched the re-release of the movie in 3D.

The TEARS were just uncontrollable. I have watched the movie more than a few times and yet, I cannot still bear the awful scenes. Oh well, thank goodness for the 3D glasses for hiding my puffy eyes.