While everyone is going out of town, spending their vacation at the beach or some place else, enjoying the summer heat, here I am, cooped up in my room for the whole day. And what do I do? I watch movies and TV series on my laptop, read piles of books and blog about staying indoor. That’s just pathetic,  and lame me. Sometimes I wonder why I still have friends. How could they possibly stand such a dull girl like me?

“It only takes a split second to smile and forget, yet to someone that needed it, it can last a lifetime. We should all smile more often.”

New DP. I am not going to use boredom as an excuse for being a camwhore today. I just feel like being vain and taking pictures of myself. So yeah, this is the outcome. 

Good evening friends! I won’t be staying long as I will log off soon. Earth hour is less than an hour from now, and it won’t hurt to sacrifice just an hour on the internet for energy conservation. So yup, that’s it. Just TA me if you want to talk. :) 

They watch Gossip Girl, I love Sherlock Holmes.

They watch Jersey Shore, I obsess over Doctor Who.

They watch Glee, I adore Grey’s Anatomy.

They fantasize about Justin Bieber, I adore Ed Sheeran.

They idolize Lady Gaga, I prefer Ingrid Michaelson.

They starve to death to lose weight, I devour on my favorite food.

They talk about the latest celebrity issues, I post about the country’s problems.

They waste money on branded clothes, I spend mine on books.

They live in shopping malls, I camp in the library.

They spend hours partying, I stay up late reading.

Now the question is, who are “they”? And does it make me less of a person because I am not part of the “they” crowd? Just because I am like this, do “they” have the right to cast me away?

I don’t exercise, okay?

For someone who lives a very sedentary lifestyle, theses past few weeks have been very exhausting. And by “someone”, I mean myself. We have this 25-minute aerobic routine as our practical exam for the Therapeutic Exercises finals. We’ve been practicing three times a week during our breaks and I admi, I am not so up for it. I mean, I know that it’s for our grade but with all the other academic stresses, tiring myself on exercise isn’t really worth it. I do enjoy he feel of sweat and the ache i gives to my muscles, but then at the end of the day, I feel so tired that I don’t have enough energy to study for the quizzes and make written reports for other subjects. I just want this all to be over on Saturday. It’s funny how the professors thought of a way to have everyone in our batch do some exercise. But still, I don’t like it very much. I love being lazy, that’s a fact!

I am a lot of things altogether.

I am a math geek, a book nerd, a PT student. I am talkative, but also quiet at times. I am weird and crazy. I am snob but also caring. I get nervous but I can also be too confident. I eat a lot. I get angry, I cry. I can be stupid at one moment and very serious on another. I get cranky, I have issues. I am all of that put together.

But tonight, I am vain. Yes. I don’t know but I just want to take a picture of myself and tweak the colors, so there. I don’t deny being a camwhore. Like every girl, I have my vain side. And now, it’s showing. So yep, hello friends. This is me right now, at this time of night (or day, depending on how you look at it).

So, should I use this as my new DP?

I did not sleep last night just so I could finish the GROUP presentation.

Emphasis on the “I” and the “GROUP” please. See the irony? Yep, apparently, I am the one responsible for compiling and editing the two written lab reports. Easy right? Well, yes. That’s if you don’t have to do the discussion part and the powerpoint for the oral report for the experiments. Damn. I hate doing this. I was only supposed to do the discussion and compilation of ONE experiment but then when my groupmates forwarded the other “compiled” lab report to me, I saw too much copying and pasting of information from the internet. I can’t stand that because this is a group grade. I don’t want to take my chances, so I did what I can to edit them. And what do you know, after finishing those written reports, they told me that I should also be the one to make the powerpoint since I have both the complete written ones. Fucking shit. Really now? Is this really a group grade or MY grade? I am not being selfish here, I am just stating the facts. It’s already 5am and my first class would start at 7. No sleep plus I haven’t had the chance to review for the quiz for this first class. Argh. I fucking hate this so much.

Hindi ako payat okay. Tanggap ko naman yun. Bakit, mamamatay ba ako kung di ako kasing payat ng ting-ting? Hindi naman ako model para gutumin ang sarili ko at maging butot’t balat ee. Magpapayat? Ayoko nga. Para san? Kung para lang matanggap ng iba, magustuhan ng mga lalaki, wag na. May mga kaibigan naman akong hindi nagrereklamong ganito ako. Kung health reasons sana, baka subukan ko pa. Ang kaso, wala naman akong sakit. Pero kung magpapapayat lang para sumabay sa uso, di bale na. Ayaw ko nang pahirapan pa ang sarili ko.