And at last, I am finally on the last stretch of our very stressful exam week. Just a few more chapters for Pharmacology and Ethics, then I’m all set for tomorrow. I am so ready to take my much needed rest this weekend and go back to the other worlds inside my precious books. But for now, I have to be strong enough to battle drowsiness for the sake my last two tests. So, good night guys! See you tomorrow, when I can finally regain my freedom!
P.S. Yes, I listen to music while I’m studying. I get sleepy when I don’t.
P.P.S. I really use a lot of markers for highlighting important details. 

And at last, I am finally on the last stretch of our very stressful exam week. Just a few more chapters for Pharmacology and Ethics, then I’m all set for tomorrow. I am so ready to take my much needed rest this weekend and go back to the other worlds inside my precious books. But for now, I have to be strong enough to battle drowsiness for the sake my last two tests. So, good night guys! See you tomorrow, when I can finally regain my freedom!

P.S. Yes, I listen to music while I’m studying. I get sleepy when I don’t.

P.P.S. I really use a lot of markers for highlighting important details. 

Giving it Away
Mae

Giving It Away - Mae

If you’d be honest and say what you mean

You know I would promise I’d do anything

And the nights are forever, I can’t get to sleep

‘Cause I know there’s a reason I’m in this too deep..

"I have this strange feeling that I’m not myself anymore. It’s hard to put it into words, but I guess it’s like I was fast asleep, and someone came, disassembled me, and hurriedly put me back together again. That sort of feeling."
Haruki Murakami (Sputnik Sweetheart)
Because it’s raining like hell at this time of night, my rainy day playlist is definitely on. Oh, the eargasmic music is just perfect with the harsh sound of rain against the windows. It’s just so relaxing and pleasant. How I wish classes would be canceled tomorrow. It would be nice to sleep in with this kind of weather. 

Because it’s raining like hell at this time of night, my rainy day playlist is definitely on. Oh, the eargasmic music is just perfect with the harsh sound of rain against the windows. It’s just so relaxing and pleasant. How I wish classes would be canceled tomorrow. It would be nice to sleep in with this kind of weather. 

Why does school starts in June here in the Philippines?

I mean, I get it that they reserve the summer season of April and May for vacation but I just think that the month of June isn’t very conducive for studying. For the benefit of those who aren’t from the Philippines, June is considered as the month of bad weather. It is in this month we start to experience a lot of rainstorms and flood.

So imagine how difficult it is for the students to get on with their classes when the weather is all cold and wet. How do you expect us to stay up and concentrate with our lessons when the climate forces us to cozy up and stay indoors? Of course we cannot just stay out of school every time that it rains but when it’s this heavy, do you think it’s appropriate to send students to school? When it’s pouring and chilly and windy outside, our body’s natural instinct would be to just stay as warm as possible. It is also inevitable that we would feel all sleepy and lazy. I know it’s not an excuse for not studying well but it is true.

So yeah, I just think that it’s better for classes to resume in other months instead of June. I think it would make students more productive and it would lessen the hassle. And uhm yeah, because I still don’t want to go back to school on Tuesday.

Dreams compensate for the sorrows and helplessness of reality. In dreams, we stay sane and happy.. at least until we wake up.

Autumn Leaves
Ed Sheeran

I know I shouldn’t be planning this yet, but I really want this song to be played in my funeral. I mean, call me weird and crazy but I have this list of songs I want people to play in case I die or whatever. And this song is one of the top songs in that list. I don’t want them playing other songs while I am lying in my coffin. 

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Autumn Leaves - Ed Sheeran

Is it that it’s over

Or do birds still sing for you?

Float down like autumn leaves

Hush now, close your eyes before the sleep..

Please give me a moment to fully grasp how awesome and relaxing my next semester is going to be. NOT.
I mean, just look at that schedule! It sucks right? Well here’s what you should know: that’s actually the best possible schedule I can have as a 4th year student of BS Physical Therapy in UST. The other sections 7-hours-straight classes and 7am to 7pm classes for more than one day. I feel like I’m going to be so stressed this year.
You see, it’s not as easy to be a PT as what most people imagine. And again, we are not masseurs. Just look at our subjects! Especially that Clinical Education subject. What the hell are we supposed to do for 6 hours straight? But really though, those from the higher batch said that 4th year 1st semester is very challenging and brain-draining. And yes, it’s tough because we only have one year left before our year-long internship starts.
So I guess, hello bigger and darker eyebags and 2-3 hours sleep again. Not to mention, major stress. Haha. Not funny at all.

Please give me a moment to fully grasp how awesome and relaxing my next semester is going to be. NOT.

I mean, just look at that schedule! It sucks right? Well here’s what you should know: that’s actually the best possible schedule I can have as a 4th year student of BS Physical Therapy in UST. The other sections 7-hours-straight classes and 7am to 7pm classes for more than one day. I feel like I’m going to be so stressed this year.

You see, it’s not as easy to be a PT as what most people imagine. And again, we are not masseurs. Just look at our subjects! Especially that Clinical Education subject. What the hell are we supposed to do for 6 hours straight? But really though, those from the higher batch said that 4th year 1st semester is very challenging and brain-draining. And yes, it’s tough because we only have one year left before our year-long internship starts.

So I guess, hello bigger and darker eyebags and 2-3 hours sleep again. Not to mention, major stress. Haha. Not funny at all.

Good morning everyone! Jeez, I still haven’t slept yet.
It’s always like this during summer or any vacation, on that matter. It would start by me being up until 1am then finally falling asleep, and waking up at around 12 noon. Then it would get worse. Soon I would stay awake up until 3am, reading a book or watching a TV series. I would get so caught up in what I’m doing that I won’t realize that time has past. So now, it’s 7:40am and I am still unbelievably awake and not a hint of weariness at all. Talk about weird sleeping patterns. Damn, my body clock is just so fucked up. Plus, it doesn’t help that I like drinking coffee in the evening. Would I die if I continue this routine? Probably.
Oh well, hello to you all. Pardon the messy hair. It’s too damn hot to keep it down. Right now, I’m trying to finish John Green’s Will Grayson, Will Grayson before hitting the sack. Have a good day! :)

Good morning everyone! Jeez, I still haven’t slept yet.

It’s always like this during summer or any vacation, on that matter. It would start by me being up until 1am then finally falling asleep, and waking up at around 12 noon. Then it would get worse. Soon I would stay awake up until 3am, reading a book or watching a TV series. I would get so caught up in what I’m doing that I won’t realize that time has past. So now, it’s 7:40am and I am still unbelievably awake and not a hint of weariness at all. Talk about weird sleeping patterns. Damn, my body clock is just so fucked up. Plus, it doesn’t help that I like drinking coffee in the evening. Would I die if I continue this routine? Probably.

Oh well, hello to you all. Pardon the messy hair. It’s too damn hot to keep it down. Right now, I’m trying to finish John Green’s Will Grayson, Will Grayson before hitting the sack. Have a good day! :)

Awakening.

In the midst of a peaceful night

Underneath the glorious light

Of bright glimmering stars

Scattered in the vast purple sky

You turned you face to mine

And from your lips escaped a three-word phrase

A soft whisper that made its way

To unknown depths of my soul

Slowly our heads lean in, closer and closer

Our lips almost collided

But with a jolt, my eyes unfold

To a blazing morning light..

Today in bullets

  • Started watching all the nerdfighter videos from the beginning at around 2am
  • Finished 37 videos and fell asleep at around 7:30am
  • Woke up at 11am
  • Lunch wasn’t prepared yet so I waited by making a coffee graham shake
  • Fell asleep at around 12:30pm without eating lunch
  • Woke up 5 minutes ago (6:25pm)
  • Just starting to eat my supposed lunch
  • Fuck.

This is such a lame and very unproductive day. My body clock is so screwed, I don’t know how to fix it. And damn, I’m supposed to be at UST tomorrow by 9am. How am I gonna be awake at that time? Shit. I am so fucked.

"I wonder why I don’t go to bed and go to sleep. But then it would be tomorrow, so I decide that no matter how tired, no matter how incoherent I am, I can skip on hour more of sleep and live."
Sylvia Plath (The Bell Jar)

Shit, I was too much engrossed with what I’m reading that I lost track of time. Is it really six in the morning already? Damn. That means I haven’t slept yet.

Now Reading: Across The Universe by Beth Revis