“It only takes a split second to smile and forget, yet to someone that needed it, it can last a lifetime. We should all smile more often.”

New DP. I am not going to use boredom as an excuse for being a camwhore today. I just feel like being vain and taking pictures of myself. So yeah, this is the outcome. 

Good evening friends! I won’t be staying long as I will log off soon. Earth hour is less than an hour from now, and it won’t hurt to sacrifice just an hour on the internet for energy conservation. So yup, that’s it. Just TA me if you want to talk. :) 

God, skinny bitches complaining about getting fat are so upsetting.

I think it’s really annoying. I mean, look at yourselves! Bones are sticking out of your body and yet you say that you are fat? I could accept it if you complain about gaining weight because that’s different from being fat. Sometimes, it’s actually healthier to put on a little bit of weight especially when they are underweight. But really, with legs just the size of my arms and going on about being as big as a whale is just insulting to me.

I know that I am fat. Yes, I can admit that because I am really clinically overweight. I’ve had more than a fair share of insults and name-calling because of my body. And it really sucks. But I really don’t want to lose weight just to satisfy their standards. And so that’s why I get so irritated with skinny girls acting like their world has turned upside down because of an additional pound or two. Maybe if they do it when I’m not around, it’s fine. But to complain in front of my face about wanting to diet just because they seem to look bigger, just makes me so angry. Maybe I have issues or something, but sometimes, I just want to poke their bones and tell them how their bodies are fine they way it is and that they do not look fat and all those bullshit they are complaining about.

Time for a reread.

Since there’s barely a month left before the movie is released, I think that it is timely for a reread of The Hunger Games trilogy. Since I am also deprived of reading fictional books, I would make use of our four-day break to finish all three books. I’m a quarter of the way with the first book and I must say, though I have read it twice before, I still am enjoying every bit of the dystopian scene.

Same as my first time reading it, I don’t really get why people are fighting over Team Gale and Team Peeta. I think that it was very clear from the beginning that Katniss only sees Gale as a very trusted friend. It was obvious from the start that Peeta would be the one filling in the romantic department of Katniss’ life.

Aside from this, I also still feel repulsed by the Hunger Games itself. I think that it mirrors the society that we live in today, although not exactly in that way. People are turning a blind eye to every misdemeanor and grave issue of the world. Instead of doing something, all we do is watch and enjoy how other people suffer. We just stand in the sidelines, safe and never wanting to be involved in changing the disrupted world. Our fear becomes our own enemy. We are too afraid to try anything to make this world a better place.

I think this is the best part about the book. It shows people how to be brave and stand up against the wrongs, even though everybody seems fine with it. Katniss is the one person that was able to ignore her personal safety in order to help thousands of others. She became their strength and model. And as ever, this is the reason why I love the series so much. 

I am a lot of things altogether.

I am a math geek, a book nerd, a PT student. I am talkative, but also quiet at times. I am weird and crazy. I am snob but also caring. I get nervous but I can also be too confident. I eat a lot. I get angry, I cry. I can be stupid at one moment and very serious on another. I get cranky, I have issues. I am all of that put together.

But tonight, I am vain. Yes. I don’t know but I just want to take a picture of myself and tweak the colors, so there. I don’t deny being a camwhore. Like every girl, I have my vain side. And now, it’s showing. So yep, hello friends. This is me right now, at this time of night (or day, depending on how you look at it).

So, should I use this as my new DP?

Let me just fill your dash with my huge face.

Hello there. I am staring at you. Yes, you. You should be scared. Are you scared now? Are you???

Oh yeah, this is the face of the insane person you are following. Hope you’re still okay there.

Hahaha. Sorry. I just got bored. I’m studying for three quizzes tomorrow and I not even halfway done. So as usual, I just ended up taking a picture of myself. Look at those enormous eye bags! Seriously, they are so big. This is the effect of being back to school for just a bit more than two weeks. It’s really insane. So anyways, just want to greet everyone a good evening! Gotta go back to my thick and awesome textbooks. Ta ta.

Le :| face.

Heya guys. This is me being vain, wasting my time and all. 

I’m supposed to be working on the discussion part of our written report for Kinesiology Lab or studying for our Anatomy quiz for tomorrow, but then 9gag, Tumblr and theoatmeal are being very bad temptations. Instead of searching for answers, I’m browsing these sites. I haven’t even finished the first paragraph yet. Haha. I’m a big procrastinator, I know. But oh well, this paper isn’t due until Monday so I can still work on it this weekend. And I’ll probably study later, after dinner.

Plus I’m bored. My roommate is asleep and I don’t have anyone to talk to. So yeah, forgive me.

How about you? How are you today? :) 

Finally got my haircut.

I was supposed to get my hair cut yesterday, but then as what I said in my previous post, it got postponed. So now, I had the chance to finally get it done. Goodbye long hair! Does it look better? I don’t know. It feels weird. Or maybe I’m just used to having it all the way down my back. Now, it’s only past my shoulders. Oh well, as I said, new sem means new hair. And no, I am not depressed or heart broken or anything. Just want a change of look, that’s all. :)

Reds and Blacks.

This is what happens when boredom strikes and my make-up kit is just in my reach:

Sally Hansen Red Lipstick + Mac Kohl Eye Pencil

Yep. Hooray for my sudden vain-ness.These are my two faves but I don’t really use them a lot. My professors would kill me if I go to school looking like this. Plus, my blockmates would probably give me the stink eye. I think this is more appropriate for Halloween parties, which I think, is coming near. Oh well. My mom said I look like a prostitute but what the heck. I love how red my lips are with this lipstick. Haha.

On other matters, I just finished watching Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone and the Chamber of Secrets. I’m about to watch the Prisoner of Azkaban. Yes, I am having an HP marathon because I miss the magical world. It’s still raining so I can’t wander off, so might as well enjoy the cold weather and bury myself underneath comfy blankets. And oh, a cup of coffee would be nice to have too.